if i had a wish
that one wish would be
to bring you nothing but happiness
throughout eternity
if i had wings like an eagle
i'd fly high up in the air
to be above you at all times
and keep you from despair
if i could write a song
the lyrics would be of you
you wouldn’t hear no lies
but everything that is true
if i could go back in time
i'd go without looking back
to change what i did wrong
and set things on the right track
but baby, im only human
and the only thing i can really do
is take the love thats in my heart
and give it all to you... NK
I haven't been blogging for a while now, maybe it's because of work and since I've had no internet connection at home.
So why am i blogging now? Because i feel really down. I miss my friends and my home- Australia. I'm going through an identity crisis, i'm looking for myself but i can't seem to find me. I never knew i'd go through something like this. But believe it or not i don't feel like i belong here. the people are completely different.
i had a few international colleagues speak to me about office issues and the atmosphere. they were really nice about it, they explained the differences and how i should be or shouldn't be around people here. TRUST doesn't exist in this place! They told me i should go out with them. i wish i was allowed.
I've decided i'm not going to leave work for lunch because i've been warned that people will follow me.
I'm at work so i better log off...
ba omideh deedaar, khuda negahdaar
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Hey Mr. identity crisis
i read all watever u wrote man, its all rabush, make no sence just reporting every move officially for some strange ppl stranger then urself. i hated all, specially watever u wrote about (TRUST DOESN'T EXIST IN HERE)
ur so so so wrong about everything u know wat i went to kabul from US after 10yr and i may be in ur age i got use to ppl and kabul in ONE week. i think ur som (jasos)or in afghany we call it (chamchee kharegy ha)thats all, so thats why u dont belong there go to ur HOME.
Well, well well.. obviously you have never been to US as you said you have because if you did you would have some sort of idea about ethnicity! If you really came from the US, you would know this..
And sorry to say, but it is true, trust doesnt exist! the locals may trust each other, but people who come from abroad don't trust anyone! if you really came from US you would know this.
I wasn't born in Afghanistan, I have never dealt with Afghans intensely which is why i find it hard to get used to this place. I'm sure you felt the same when you went to US... IF you ever did.
If you got used to this place, then good for you i admire your Afghan quality. And if you don't like what i say, then that's your opinion.. but you should know that i only say how i feel and what i witness. There are no false accounts.. i write the good, the bad and the ugly! THATS WHAT A BLOG IS FOR!
And for your information, i'm not a spy or a jasoos...
And as for telling me to go home, Thanks for your hospitality.. shows that your not much of an afghan as you say you are! :-)
All the best
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