Apologies and my pride!

I know i'm late with my Panjsher entry. I have written notes but too lazy to type it up. i think i'll just scan it and post it then u guys can decipher what it says.

No, i'll be nice and type it. just give me time... (as if i haven't asked for enough already).

The temperature has dropped, the water puddles are all frozen in the morning.

Not feeling well today, throat feels funny.

Actually, i'm going to talk about something which just popped into my head. My pride! i know everyone is probably thinking 'oh god, she has too much of it'. i remember my friends telling me exasparatingly, most mistaking me as being a snob or damaqee. I've always held my head high, I have my reasons and i believe in its validity. People (who were very close to me) have tried breaking me... and they did! for a while i'd be upset, but it wasn't too long before i'd rise again stronger than before.

Most think i'm maghroor and i just smile. Yes, i'm maghroor.. only when it comes to guys (i won't delve into that subject). but once i let someone in, they see a sweet side. i know what people are thinking (oh my god, she has a sweet side???) i doooooooo... but it's hidden!

W says:
way tooo much pride
Me says:
i know, i'm just too good aren't i?
W says:
lol
W says:
i walk with elegance, win hearts with my decency etc etc
Me says:
aleh ba tu chi?zooret meta coz u can't walk with elegance? or ur not decent enough! lol.. that was ouch wasn't it?

I'm grateful to God for making me the person that i am (i sound like i've just won a Grammy).

I believe every girl out there should define her pride, be confident and guard her reputation! Believe me, it's worth a million dollars!

S.M, you deserve much better. I've said this before and i'll say it again... A.N is a child, you need a REAL man! He was never marriage material and you can do better. This is why i reckon guys are immature until they hit 30!

S.M2, congrats on your Nikaah honey. I hope your marriage brings you eternal joy and happiness. I still can't believe you married a white boy, all through highschool you were a real tomboy, i would have thought you'll end up marrying a girl coz ur so masculine. But good on your man for converting to Islam.


ba omideh deedaar, khuda negahdaar